1) Getting used to the non-solid food diet. Around day 3 I had a melt down in the sense I felt like I was withdrawing. I was really missing some certain foods.
2) I got a phone call from Dad about his concern with surgery. I wish I had heard from him sooner. It lead to an argument with Dan because I needed to vent about it and didn't get much of a response from him. There has been a lot of stress with Dan's kids and ex lately and I feel that gets a lot of attention. When I have an issue pop up, it feels odd to get attention or help. I'm grateful I don't have drama or issues often but it would be nice to feel important when things happen.
3) I had a guy hit the back of Elvira today when I was running errands. I've calmed down a lot but I'm still pretty disgruntled. The fact he thought I reversed into him was infuriating. The claim has been submitted to State Farm and luckily the dealership is an approved body shop. The damage is minimal but it's a new SUV, I don't want it looking rough yet.
The non-solid diet has been OK. I've developed a renewed appreciation for oatmeal. It's been a saving grace for lunch at work. I am struggling a bit with the soup because I'm used to putting A LOT of crackers in tomato soup. Eating it plain has been meh. I'm not a big chicken soup person but I've been using chicken bouillon and Lipton soup mix to make broth. I'm not eating yogurt as much as I should be but it hasn't seemed as appealing.
I need to crank out a lot of grading this weekend so I'm in a good place to not work for part of next week. I am going to do some at home and some at ISU. On Sunday, Gavin has his football banquet. I feel dumb because I paid for Dan and I and I can't eat the meal I paid for. I'm sure Gavin and Dan will help the food disappear. I have the fun process of ingesting magnesium citrate after the banquet so I can start "cleaning out my system". Ideally I should be taking it on Monday night but I need to teach my DMACC class. It wouldn't be professional to run out of the classroom continually to use the bathroom.
I thought I'd be more nervous by now but I'm sure that will change as Tuesday approaches. Found out that I'll need to report to the hospital at 5:30am. I didn't realize that being first in line meant going in THAT early.
Swim & Gym ended on Thursday and like usual I was ready for it to end. It was an interesting session since all my employees were new. Some are being invited back and some are not. Parents were patient with the construction issues thank goodness. The next session starts February 7th and I'll be excited for it by then.
I don't know if it's because of surgery or my approaching birthday but I did decide to treat myself to a manicure and pedicure the other day. I also bought a new rug for the apartment today. (Side note: I feel very adult-like thinking a new rug is a treat.)
I've been a bit mum on the subject of your surgery, because I'm on both sides of it. I understand you need, desire, and want for it. However, it seems like such a huge step and sacrifice for something you can still fix naturally. So, I'm on the fence, and I'll probably stay there. Even though I'm on the fence, doesn't mean I don't support you. I just don't want you to have regrets or end up less healthy or for the surgery to be a mistake for you.
ReplyDeleteSucks about Elvira. His insurance is paying to fix it, correct? I'm sorta liking the Carnation Breakfast drinks. I tried them this past week, because Tony had some in his cupboard. There's a decent amount of fiber in them. Soup is good not filling, unfortunately.
Have fun at Gavin's dinner. I'm not sure what I'll be doing exactly, because Keira has basketball and volleyball. Usually, Tony goes alone to take her to those things. Maybe I'll have some quiet, alone time?
So there are three Swim and Gyms per year? I think a birthday mani and pedi was warranted. A birthday rug isn't too much either. Your birthday present and Christmas present will be tough.
Good luck with the grading. I hope to get some done before Thanksgiving too. Sucks how it never goes away.
As for the title of this post: you can borrow it if you need to haha!
ReplyDeleteHave fun tomorrow at Gavin's football banquet. I guess I still remember Waukon's banquets that were potluck-style so it's weird to me that you have to pay for it, but I suppose that makes sense. Although I feel that Gavin did really well this season from what I say and from what you told us, I am excited for next year's football season to, to see him as a senior. Please send that schedule as soon as you get it so I can take some days off work :) (I realize that could be a while).
Your surgery date is coming up! Although I feel like you are getting mixed signals about your surgery from others, I know you've done the research and thinking behind it all so just let me know how I can support you!
Your pic is hilarious, but slightly infuriating because that has happened to me too many times haha. Have a good weekend!